i wrote hundreds of words and deleted them all, seems i am not good at this dairy thing
believe it or not, i kinda enjoy being numb, until it makes me uncomfortable (because of the emptiness in it). but hey, i havent even started my career yet, i cant even survive alone in this damn world without financial aid, why would i refuse to work hard and earn some fucking certs and degrees? i dont understand what the fuck im thinking about... i am not even sure whether i will finish this article or not
am i.. like totally messed up?
dunno what the hell i was talking about..
ill be more like myself soon